Saturday, September 24, 2011

Cuma ngingetin lo doang, tentang masalalu kita


inget gak pertama lo dapet nomer gue dr siapa?. | inget gak pertama lo sms gue?. | inget gak pertama kita kenalan?. | inget gak pertama lo nembak gue?. | inget gak pertama kita ketemu?. | inget gak pertama lo maen keruma gue?. | inget gak pertama kita photo bareng?. | inget gak pertama kita genggam tangan bareng?. | inget gak pertama lo usap2 kepala gue?. | inget gak pertama kita *sensor*?. | inget gak pertama lo peluk gue?. | inget gak pertama lo pgl gue “syg”?. | inget gak pertama kita buat janji sesuatu?. | inget gak pertama lo telfon gue?. | inget gak pertama lo nyanyiin lagu KILLING ME INSIDE - KAMU via telfon?. | inget gak pertama lo kecup pipi gue?. | inget ga pertama lo kecup kening gue?. | inget gak pertama kali kita tukeran 'kacamata'?. | inget gak pertama kita bercanda bareng?. | inget gak pertama kita jalan bareng?. | inget gak siapa pertama yang ucapin ultah tengahmalem ke lo?. | GUE KANGEEN SEMUAAA ITU (╥)

Friday, September 23, 2011

To besties-besties gw

" Untuk sahabat-sahabatku terima kasih atas persahabatan indah yang kalian berikan, ada masa dimana kita merasa terpisah ada saat dimana kita merasa jauh. tapi pada akhirnya kita selalu di pertemukan oleh keceriaan. Tak perlu banyak kata terucap dari bibir kita masing-masing tapi kita tetap bisa mengetahui seberapa besar rasa sayang kita antar sesama. Selalu lah menjadi kalian yang selalu menjadi diri kalian. Banyak kisah yang sudah kita ukir, teruslah mengukir kisah indah kita kawan. Dan tetaplah disana karena akupun ada disini."

Curhatan gue!

Aku tak menuntut kalian untuk menolongku sebelum aku minta, ataupun membukakan pintu sebelum aku minta.. aku hanya ingin kalian mengerti bahwa aku ada.. Dan jika nanti ku lupa akan kalian.. ingatkan bahwa kalian adalah orang-orang yang selama ini melengkapi perjalananku.. dan kuberharap kalian masih menerimaku.. bukankah PERSAHABATAN itu indah? Maafkan jika aku sering merepotkan kalian.. maafkan aku jika aku belum bisa balas kebaikan kalian.. bukan maksud aku pelit atau hanya sekedar memanfaatkan kebaikan kalian.. tapi memang keadaanku seperti ini.. aku sangat menghargai kebaikan kalian.. semoga kalian mengerti.. :)

pantai Kuta

yeahhhh! This is 'MINUS fam' LOL

My purple


Saturday, January 15, 2011

15 Januari, It's bad moment!

Today, the exact date is 15 January  BAD MOMENT that I've experienced throughout my life. . Because of this date in 2010 precisely at 23:30 pm, I officially broke ties with my ex-boyfriend who I love 'DPKH' because my own fault. Truly sorry! :(
Every step, every move, being like a fool. I can not Understand what love is, all I know is "I love you". Previously, I have never felt the beauty of dating with my ex-boyfriend before me with the ‘D’ (although we are somewhat Backstreet relationship, because several factors). Well, maybe not the way to our destined :( too sick to remember our relationship FIRST T, T Think, went out. Suddenly a boil again.Old sore. Injuries continue to happen. Shout! "AAAAAAAAAAAAAA"


Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection
I can’t speak
I can’t make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I’m staring at perfection
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are
You call me a stranger
You say I’m a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I’m broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight
I’m confident
But I can’t pretend I wasn’t terrified to meet you
I knew you could see right through me
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we’d turn into
I was hopeing that you could see
Take a look at me so you can see
Your beauty seems so far away
I’d have to write a thousand songs to make you comprehend how beautiful you are
I know that I can’t make you stay
But I would give my final breathe to make you understand how beautiful you are
Understand how beautiful you are


I really thought you were the one
It was over before it begun
It's so hard for me to walk away
But I know I can't stay

You're beautiful and crazy too
Baby, that's why I fell into you
Even though you would pretend to be
You were never with me

So it's over, yeah we're through, so I'mma unfriend you
You're the best I ever knew, so I will unfriend you
'Cause I should have known, right from the start
I'm deleting you right from my heart
Now it's over, my last move is to unfriend you

I thought in time that you could change
Time and love would heal the pain
I didn't want this day to come
Now all I feel is numb
You come on to anybody
Everybody all the time
You give up to anybody
What I thought was only mine



And now, happiness is the freedom to Love. Wherever you are, whatever you do, be in love and spread love: * xoxo
True love does not mean being inseparable, it means being separated and nothing changes :)
This is my life! I've got the whole world in front of me, I'm not letting go till I say .. This is my life
Sσмєtiмes I prєtєnd to be nσямal, but it gєts bσring, sσ I gσ back tσ bєing мє :)
And God created me with perfection and always gives fortune through luck that I got .. I am very grateful
The happiest people do not have the best of everything. They just the make the best of everything :)